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Die, Live Writer, DIE!


F***!!!!!!

I AM EXTREMELY PISSED OFF ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I SPENT THREE AND A HALF HOURS WRITING IN MY BLOG, I HAVE AUTO-SAVE, THE THING CRASHED, BUT WHEN I CAME BACK IT SAID THAT THERE WAS A POST, BUT WHEN I OPEN IT IS IT ONLY THE TITLE AND NO CONTENT.   3 1/2 HOURS OF ME RIPPING APART MY GUTS TO GET IT OUT OF ME AND IT GOT EATEN BY STUPID WINDOWS LIVE WRITER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   INSTEAD OF FEELING BETTER ABOUT GETTING OLD SHIT GARBAGE OUT I NOW FEEL LIKE I AM IMPLODING.  I CAN’T DO IT AGAIN.  AND THAT F***ING BOULDER IS SITTING ON MY CHEST RIGHT NOW.  THE UNIVERSE HATES ME.  IT’S THAT SIMPLE.

Edit: I used a lot of language in this post because it suited my mood.  I dunno what it is about screaming obscenities when you’re angry, but I am still angry, but more constructively I guess.  More to come.

I’m losing my mind…cont’d


I was doing somewhat better with being irritable all the time and yelling and throwing temper tantrums, but in the past couple of months the psycho has been creeping  back in.  It hits me at weird times.  This past week I was going through the monthly hormonal flux and I have been completely psycho.  I know I have, but I can’t control it.  It isn’t all the time, it just HAPPENS. Continue reading I’m losing my mind…cont’d

I’m tired.


I want to start this post off by saying that I know that there are people who will read this and know that I am talking about them.  I am not trying to start shit.  I am not trying to be mean, or flippant, or whatever.  I just need to vent, and it is meant at people in general and not necessarily anyone specific. So, with that said… Continue reading I’m tired.