What is going on with me? I have been crying on and off all day today. I have been feeling better since starting the lithium last month and I see my pdoc tomorrow. I am hoping that I got approved for the Cymbalta so I can stop these crying jags. It feels so refreshing to be able to get my emotions out, but I keep crying at seemingly nothing… or laundry commercials. I just want my emotions to shut up again. I feel like I am losing it.
And I found myself dissociating today while driving…which is really dangerous and scary. I dunno maybe I was just on auto-pilot and am taking it more seriously that it was. I just know that I lost about 3 minutes and had to orient myself as to where I was and where I was going.
I suppose there is always the possibility that the lithium is starting to cause cognitive issues. I’m just tired of feeling. I want my numb back.
And now, I leave you with a song completely not related, just what happens to be playing at the moment: