Die, Live Writer, DIE!


F***!!!!!!

I AM EXTREMELY PISSED OFF ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I SPENT THREE AND A HALF HOURS WRITING IN MY BLOG, I HAVE AUTO-SAVE, THE THING CRASHED, BUT WHEN I CAME BACK IT SAID THAT THERE WAS A POST, BUT WHEN I OPEN IT IS IT ONLY THE TITLE AND NO CONTENT.   3 1/2 HOURS OF ME RIPPING APART MY GUTS TO GET IT OUT OF ME AND IT GOT EATEN BY STUPID WINDOWS LIVE WRITER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   INSTEAD OF FEELING BETTER ABOUT GETTING OLD SHIT GARBAGE OUT I NOW FEEL LIKE I AM IMPLODING.  I CAN’T DO IT AGAIN.  AND THAT F***ING BOULDER IS SITTING ON MY CHEST RIGHT NOW.  THE UNIVERSE HATES ME.  IT’S THAT SIMPLE.

Edit: I used a lot of language in this post because it suited my mood.  I dunno what it is about screaming obscenities when you’re angry, but I am still angry, but more constructively I guess.  More to come.

Advertisements

5 thoughts on “Die, Live Writer, DIE!”

    1. I’m glad that I helped you positively. Not knowing is one of the hardest parts of life. As I have learned with raising a child… there are milestones, but EVERY single child is different… and children grow into adults. We each respond to things differently, have different preferences, and with having mood disorders… we “feel” more than other people. And even those feelings are different.

  1. Gosh, I just seen this! That sucks! Are you better yet… let it go sweetie, it’s like losing a poem you wrote, or a picture you created… it really is almost a theft of your time and energy, as well as your emotional unpacking of your suitcase… I am sorry… feel better!

  2. ugh, sorry to hear that>_< i really, really hate when that happens & i'm totally the same way about not being able to just go back & retype it. it isn't the same.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s